My Lullaby, My Suicide

Ayideryianna Curik

13 Oct, 2012 11:33 PM
Dear Lullaby,
My sweet Lullaby, don't mind your blood mixing with my tears. 
It'll only last a couple of minutes my dear. 
Now, now there's no need to cry, 
for you're the one who let me die. 
You're the one who saw it all, 
but you're also the one who let me fall. 

I used to think of you as my prince... 
but I haven't seen him since. 
Now that I know he never came, 
I can't help but think it'll all be the same.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Dark, Lullaby, Fallen Angel
Votes: 2
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I am From Hell

Ryan

12 Oct, 2012 02:31 AM
I am from blood
From knives and rope
I am from the dark hallways
The musty basement
I am from the nightshade flower
The weeping willow
Whose long gone limbs I remember
As if they were my own.

I’m from Halloween and family and black mass
From Usha and Twilla
I’m from rituals and death
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Tags: Hell, Evil, Sad, Alone, Demonic
Votes: 4
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I Am Dead and in Love

Ryan

12 Oct, 2012 02:29 AM
I am dead and alone 
I wonder if anyone cares 
I hear the footsteps walking away 
I see the black mist as I fade 
I want to see his face one more time 

I am dead and alone 
I pretend he didn't do it 
I feel the cold numbness setting in 
I touch the Glasgow smile he gave me 
I worry that he won’t love me anymore 
I cry out to him to come back
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Tags: Sad, Death, Murder, Love, Dieing, Last Thoughts, Hope
Votes: 0
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Smash my Brain

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 05:06 AM
cut me up,
tear me down,
feed me to the birds.
Make me feel no pain,
please?

I cry out, 
but no one can,
can end my suffering,
end my pain.
I'm broken,
far to broken to be fixed.
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Tags: Kill, Death, Dark, Suffering, Pain, Drown, Cut, Beat
Votes: 1
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Darkness - Darkpalm21

Darkpalm21

09 Oct, 2012 09:46 AM
Unlike the stars on the night...
Unlike the raven that fly towards those stars...
I always cry and felt in these dark side
Asking God why? 

Until now the pain still inside...
I wish I can go like those ravens! 
But I always fall through the questioning the holly arc!
 
Not because of those people who makes me fall
Nor the struggles that I can't get forward...
But the sickness and the hurtfulness I feel on own myself...
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Tags: Pain, Loneliness, Darkness
Votes: 25
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Death is coming?

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 04:54 AM
Is it wrong I think of suicide,
death,
dying,
being murdered?
I'm so ready to die.
I jest don't know anymore,
I don't wanna be here,
I'm not wanted.
I don't wanna live,
breath.

I have no more energy to live,
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Tags: Death, Lost, Suffering, Suicide
Votes: 5
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My Last Goodbye

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 04:45 AM
I guess it's time.
Time for me to go.
Time for me to start new.
New school.
New teachers.
New friends..

Its time for a change.
A change in me.
A chance for me to become someone new,
someone better.
But not changing who I am inside.
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Tags: Goodbye, Change
Votes: 1
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Dark Room.

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 04:43 AM
as I sit in this dark room
thoughts of..
Murder
and
suicide pass through my head.
The thought of blowing my brains out
thoughts of cutting my wrist,
ripping my veins out,
blood rushing down my arm,
bath tub filling with blood,
a river of red.
my dream.
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Tags: Murder, Suicide, Death, Blood, Happiness Finally, Darkness
Votes: 6
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Time

Gary Wells

28 Sep, 2012 03:55 PM
Time is just a site of hand 
 where do people go to die? 
does the sands of your favorite beach
 not echo in your drifting mine, 
does the water ask come in take a dip
 let there be no more. 
Slowly the question comes to mind 
 of a father beating on your door 
   let me in let me in, 
 no your legs are shut tight 
the man standing in front of you is too much to bear    please hear my screams
 please let there be a hero to save me,
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Tags: Pain, Fear, Death
Votes: 0
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To young

Gary Wells

28 Sep, 2012 03:40 PM
Sitting on the cold sand 
I ask my brother what am I doing here, 
the reply was not what I expected.
You have lived your life now I'ts time to die. 
Coming to relize what was said 
I thought of what had been
the life of a misguided child,at 6 years of age
I did not expect to be in such a place as this
was my mind in a world of it's own or 
did I only have these short past years to live?
Did I do nothing but try to be happy 
is there someone I offended?
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Tags: Death, Murder
Votes: 3
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