Tear Me Up

Zane A. Murray

07 Jan, 2016 05:37 PM
What kind of paradise am I looking for,
When I’m rich in love, and wealth I am poor,
I have all that I need here in my world,
But I act like I live in the Underworld.

My mind is so fucking empty,
But I remain to be one of the friendly,
Acting as if there is nothing wrong,
But, really my arms are my way to play this sad song.

Hurry up and tear me up,
I’m slowly waiting for death….yup,
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Selfharm
Votes: 1

A Black Bird

BVB_love_scars&tears

07 Jan, 2016 04:09 PM
I dream of a bird. 
A black bird. 
That's what i am. 
A black bird whose wings are broken. 
Who the other birds have lost faith in because i cannot fly. 
The sky has harden. 
I flap my wings and soar. 
It hurts so bad. 
It hurts to be free. 
I cannot take it anymore. 

I scream.
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Tags: Depression, Death, Fear, Darkness, Blood
Votes: 8

My Future Demise

Jackie Valdivia

07 Jan, 2016 05:28 AM
It was sad
Depressing
Doing something bad
Watching the blood gush out
Room spinning, body shaking
I am just filled with doubt

Pain replaces my depression
My tears pour out
I start to question
End me out now
I can still feel the inadequacy, the depression
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Tags: Suicidal, Cutting, Depression
Votes: 5

dark love

Pensyayo

05 Jan, 2016 07:40 PM
Sometimes I just hate u so much 
Cus u making me think too much
U giving me dark thoughts
Ah gat nothing for u but dark love 
If ah can't have u then let the reaper have u
This fire in ma heart gonna burn u

I just hope U should take ur own life 
With some pills or ah could lend u a knife
U gave me ur words u wouldn't leave 
Bt look how they fall like old leaves 
Ur promises just got broken
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Tags: Dark, Love, Haunted, Scary, Cutting
Votes: -1

Drips & Slips

Zane A. Murray

05 Jan, 2016 05:11 AM
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.

Blood goes drip, drip,
Razor goes slip, slip,
Down the white tunnel, I make a trip, trip.

Show me your drips and slips,
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Tags: Cutting, Self Harm, Suicide, Depression
Votes: 8

Et iam non sum sanus- I'm no longer sane

Raven Black

02 Jan, 2016 01:45 PM
"Et iam non sum sanus"
(I'm no longer sane)
.
.
Perdidi me
(I Lost myself)
.
.
Innocentium Pink, blue and violet
(washed away all the colours)
I'm living in a world of Grey
(Lumen and Acerbus have merged)
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Tags: Dark Thought, Longing, Sadness
Votes: 0

Whisper

Raven Black

02 Jan, 2016 01:42 PM
Oh sweet cry my angel
Will drink up your tears
Let me soothe the agony
With the hands of a healer
Kiss the sharp edges of soul
To bleed open for you dear

Now
End the misery of me
Somehow
Release the pain inside me
Deep in me
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Tags: Sad, Lonely
Votes: 0

We Lied

Ms. hellspawn

19 Dec, 2015 01:55 AM
we smile at each other
and he takes my hand
and i 
young and innocent 
let him take my hand 
and everything i have 

we smile at each other 
and he takes my innocence
and i 
young and in love 
let him take everything i have
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Tags: Pain, Peace, Lies, Hopeless
Votes: 4

THOUGHTS

Venom Ash

18 Dec, 2015 10:09 PM
One thought brings another
Over thinking like a flood
Thoughts that should have been gone since ever
I myself, can no longer let go.


Open hearts and carved scratches
Tearing selfharm on the floor
Violent cries
In my mind splashing
As my blood is wetting and crawling til the door
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Tags: Thoughts, Over Thinking, Drowning, Dark Mind, Dark, Darkness
Votes: 1

Little bird's crime

Venom Ash

05 Dec, 2015 08:37 PM
Come come little birdy
Come come little birdy
With these colorful wings
You can spread them all over
And make a rainbow
If you try

Come come little birdy
Come come little birdy
This is your new home
Just a small cage
For the whole place
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Tags: Bird, Bloody, Dark, Sad, Crime
Votes: 1