The Darkness

balu

So dark is this vision that guides who I am being.
So clear in my eyes I could see blackness taking me over.
Did I blink at the light in my life more and more because I guided myself to the comforts of my darkness? My eyes tell me so.
I want to rub my eyes clear of the dark consumption I have taken in.

I see my light. I see my darkness
I see the dimly lit peep hole remaining that is mine.
I want to chisel this bigger. My strength is being held here.
Little peep hole of light, strengthen me to let go the comfort I foolishly  gave darkness.
Little light don’t leave me so that I may inspire another to run from darkness.
Little light I still see, don’t go out leaving me forever unguided and scared to find my way.

Shine for me little light. Warm all of me with your brightness.
Blind me from all darkness.  All darkness.
Sparkle when I choose to ignore the power of darkness.
Let it be me that is radiant.

Dispose the black that is darkness. 
Dispose constraint that is darkness
Dispose all darkness within that weighs heavy each time I exhale.

I know I am light, for my pleading eyes tell me so.
Let me be guided to Wide awake vision   

I crave to once again have my eyes see who I am being as light. 
little peep hole of light I now desperately squint to see,