He's not my purpose
Nick Vixon
23 Jan, 2013 06:49 PMThinking back on my life I always wonder if it was right My childhood was a perfect dream But as I got older I saw so many scary things I found the horrors waiting Waiting for me They knew I was coming So they just sat waiting I never thought life would be so cruel But as you get older you eventually have to jump into the deep end of the pool But at that moment in my mind I couldn't yet swim I use to believe Believe in him But at a very young age I soon realized that he took more people away then help me So many people I loved Lost, Gone, Taken away Why should I believe If he was never going to help a poor little girl Suffering in a world so cold I was always thought to believe in that holy figure But As I got older I realized it was nothing more than a waste of time Why the hell should I put trust in someone who will only tear down my world Though I will admit that at hard times I have a little bit of hope And I will pray But guess what I wasted my breath Everything always got worse So I stopped Looking for no more hurt Not like I did before But I took it as a sign I wasn't meant to believe in him That wasn't my purpose in life But I soon found out what was and I still stick to it and never look back Even if the world would become so cold and black.
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