Death is freedom

madz

this life is like an industructable cage
full of sadness,aggresiveness and happiness
all of the emotions gather here
that it will drive you insane
there is no other way out
rather than death.

thats why today
i look for the key earnestly
the key that will lead me to my death.
where did i found it?
at my side,the bowl that i use for eating.

the sharpness of it 
cut me open
spilled my blood
ending my life

i regreted why i didnt do it earlier
its just at my side
then it dawn on me
i was just too blind
to see that my freedom is by my side
just one careful look
and i would have died
i would be free..

but that doesnt matter now
im dying.. a few more 
a few more and then
my life it would end
but then suddenly
i was revive
by none other than you
you said you save me 
with a face full of happiness
but your wrong
you didnt save me your torturing me

why? 
why cant i ever be free?
why cant i ever escape?
will i forever be trapped in this cage?