Et iam non sum sanus- I'm no longer sane

Raven Black

"Et iam non sum sanus"
(I'm no longer sane)
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Perdidi me
(I Lost myself)
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Innocentium Pink, blue and violet
(washed away all the colours)
I'm living in a world of Grey
(Lumen and Acerbus have merged)
In the art of learned loneliness
(Lost my soul somewhere)
Where has my heart gone?
(An uneven trade to black heaven)
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Perdidi me
Safe inside a dark grave,
How can you see me?
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You are my Lolita's medicine
(See I've been sick all along)
Is my Mind incurable?
(I'm beyond any Salvation)
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Perdidi me
On my heart darkness feeds
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Tell me which vein to cut
(Blue is the warmest than red)
Losing myself slowly to the hands of insanity
(And yet you still can't save me)
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Perdidi me
Residing in the dark, Can you fix me?
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I don't believe you
(Lying to me all along)
Can you give me forever?
(Feed me another lie)
I've never been like this
(Void of any good inside)
Now I'm lifeless
(Like a puppet in hands of darkness)
Slipping away slightly
(From the sanity of reality)
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Perdidi me
Can you still say you love me?
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Let go of my hand
Don't pull me out in light
(I can only heal in dark)
For I'm creature of Night
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Perdidi me
Et iam non sum sanus
I know, you just Lie to me
Can't erase this darkness in me