The scar of living

black phoenix

23 Jun, 2014 08:22 AM
there was only one yesterday,
but before i fell asleep in my nightmares,

there were shadows with no light,
and so the phoenix lost its might,

the sound so vivid it could pierce the deaf,
and so left the tree with no leaf,

the tree made from dry tears,
has its roots way down the ground almost reaching hell with no fears,
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Tags: Scar, Nightmare, Pain
Votes: 5
11497 1

a memory I hate...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:53 AM
As I stare at myself,
through shattered glass,
crimson tears,
shine bold as brass,

Dripping slowly, 
from my blood-stained hand,
as I slowly fall,
fall and land,

Someone release me, 
from the bowels of hell,
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Tags: Depression, Dark, Alone, Sad, Suffering, Abuse, Fear, Hurt, Hate
Votes: 5
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Medicate.

Pride Ed

12 Jun, 2014 10:27 PM
Borderline in an almost oneiric fashion of
Sleepwalking in an invisible, yet hissing fire;
This personification of a hellish realm of 
Compulsions to the unknown.

So I use this hourglass to count away
Obsessive invalidation as a victim
Of a lonely depressive.

As lonely as I, maybe?
But also as fake as a narcissistic smile
In the shape of a crescent moon.
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Tags: Pain, Demons, Alone, Drugs, Nightmare, Moon, Delusions
Votes: 5
22057 6

Hour Glass

Violet

14 May, 2014 07:38 PM
Life is like an hourglass,
You have less time than you think, 
The Devil holds your hourglass,
He decides your fate.

Time is ticking,
Sand drains quicker than most,
For you are just a half full hourglass,
Life fading at every glance. 

Your never ending fear,
Of reaching the end,
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Tags: Death, Pain, Alone, Sadness, Soul, Suicide, Suffering, Hatred
Votes: 5
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One Man's Doomed life

Jack Sorenson

18 Nov, 2012 02:23 AM
They shall tried to have hang me in the start of life
They cannot for whom I ‘am –I'm not one of them
I been shunned and shamed all at the time by the light
Darkness falls everywhere I go!

I look to the clouds for I can’t see the heaven above
I look for a better life than the one which I’m stuck in
Trapped and filled with little skills,
I have been battered and beaten, my soul is torn apart

I see further than most but, not to see myself among
On the other side of freedom,with the others,
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Tags: Night, Darkness
Votes: 5
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Hide it

Skyler

03 Apr, 2014 02:59 PM
Where are the marks?
Where is the pain?
I see you smiling now,
But it's all the same.

You hide behind,
That mask you wear,
I wear one too,
It's beginning to tear.

Snide remarks,
And a hateful tone,
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Tags: Love, Pain, Self Harm, Rejection
Votes: 5
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CURSE of LIFE:

Nick Michael Andreassen

14 Mar, 2014 12:31 AM
i want to die, 
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live, 
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.

I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room, 
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags: Hurt, Broken, Sad, Lost, Lonely, Pain
Votes: 5
27099 0

Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5
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Inner demons

light's enemy

12 Feb, 2014 09:46 PM
He lurks inside me
Grinning wide
Haunting a place that has never seen light

Lurking in my dreams
Haunting my sleep
Never leaving, but never to keep.

His putrid breath
flits across my face
"Kill them all and you'll be free"
He'd said.
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Tags: Demons, Satan, Insanity, Prisoner
Votes: 5
17827 1

12:09

Stormheart

25 Jan, 2014 07:23 PM
There once was a girl 
Who really loved to write 
She wrote of great peril 
And a dangerous fight 
But the fight was within her 
Unaware was the outside world 
Her mind in a stir 
And thoughts in a whirl 
She wrote this all on a lined sheet 
In the form of a note 
For the darkness was something she could not defeat 
The she wrote her last quote
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Tags: Dark, Suicide, Writing, Thoughts, Suicide Note
Votes: 5
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