Showing results for tag "Lost"

My Demon

Angel

06 Sep, 2013 01:31 AM
Late at night I can feel the emptiness
Close my eyes for a second, and there it is 
Slowly killing me on the inside
It's everywhere; I can't hide

I'm running from something invisible
I tried to kill it but its invincible 
When its shadow claws reach out for me 
I cannot breath easily 

My silent screams 
Are worse than bad dreams
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Tags: Pain, Demon, Hurt, Alone, Lost, Darkness, Suffering, Tears
Votes: 74
44875 12

Give in to the Pain

Angel

10 Nov, 2013 06:02 PM
The empty room is flooded with moonlight 
It's already way past midnight
Your hands are shaking
As your mask is slowly breaking 

A streak of liquid silver trails down your cheek
Even if you tried you could not speak
An icy breeze caresses your skin 
But you're numb; you can't feel a thing

Give in to the pain...
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Tags: Pain, Numb, Suicide, Cutting, Blood, Self Harm, Lost, Alone, Death, Dark, Hell, Demonic
Votes: 38
56731 4

xxx_Pain_xxx

Bailey Blake

09 Oct, 2013 07:08 PM
I may seem silent
But inside I am screaming
I may be violent
But I call it dreaming

You can think 
Whatever you want of me
But there are these problems
That you'll never begin to see

You can laugh
I won't cry
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Tags: Pain, Sad, Dark, Death, Suicide, Dark Mind, Broken, Lost
Votes: 35
49032 8

So cold

Angel

10 Nov, 2013 05:58 PM
The coldness surrounds me
I feel so alone
It cuts through my skin
And settles deep into my bone

It clouds my vision
And muffles all the sound
It hurts to breath
I can feel it all around 

I can't move
my mind is a wreck
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Tags: Death, Darkness, Alone, Lost, Suicide, Depression, Coldness, Cutting
Votes: 25
37899 3

Last goodbye.

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:28 PM
I'm ready
its time I take my last breath.
end my suffering life.
I know I promised.
but I cant hold on anymore.
I cant take this.
This is hell
This is horrible.
End it now! before.
Before I do.
Right now I just wanna,
put this blade to my vain.
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Tags: Goodbye, Forever Gone, Lost, Dark, Suicide, Suicide Note, Pain, Blood
Votes: 21
36389 2

Alone, scared.

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:21 PM
Let me Cut,
deep into my wrist.
For if I die,
I wont be missed.
Why would I be missed?

I mean,
look at me,
I'm just a stupid fucking nobody.
if I don't wanna be here,
why should I stay?
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Tags: Alone, Lost, Forgettable, Death, Kill Me, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 14
31610 11

Is this life worth living?

tamara

25 Nov, 2012 07:23 AM
I often ask myself,
Is this life worth living? 
Will this pain ever stop? 
Am I ever going to wake up?

I feel like I'm frozen still,
Suffocating,
Waiting..
Waiting to be set free.

This pain I feel is excruciating!
My heart has been shattered,
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Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Lost, Despair, Pain, Dark
Votes: 8
30685 2

One More Time..

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:23 PM
Keep pushing.
push me.
come on.
tell me one more time.
tell me to kill myself.
I will.

I will do it.
don't give me the choice.
I will with out a second thought do it.
I will put the cold blade to my wrist,
without a thought rip it past.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Lost, Pain, Depression
Votes: 7
28040 1

In The Ocean Deep

Wes Dark Oakes

10 Jul, 2013 03:32 AM
On blacken days and these wicked nights.
She appears into my sight.
Haunted visions of life passed away.
Giving me back memories, of happy days.

My heart always sinks as the ocean roars.
I look at you from this, distant shore.
You’re coming back to me my dark drowned dove.
I watch the waves roll as you float slightly above.

The newly built light house shines bright.
You vanish from my longing sight.
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Tags: Lost, Love, Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Lost Love, Suicide
Votes: 6
24218 0

CURSE of LIFE:

Nick Michael Andreassen

14 Mar, 2014 12:31 AM
i want to die, 
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live, 
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.

I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room, 
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags: Hurt, Broken, Sad, Lost, Lonely, Pain
Votes: 5
26530 0